It has been awhile

Alot has changed and sorry it has been awhile!!!!! I am now out to my family and so is jennifer. We have been together for almost 2 years now!! Actually in 6 days jennifer and my whole family and I are taking a cruise and going to disnyworld. we are pretty excited to say the least. My cousin Aiden was finally born! He is pretty cute, he kind of looks like a monkey though but he doesnt smell like one, he has that new baby smell still. Since Aiden was born it has got me thinking alot about my future and i cant wait for what is to come when i can get married and have kids of my own. I call it in the next ten years plan. It sucks sometimes though seeing my cousins getting married and having kids and knowing thats it is not possible for me right now hurts. I figure that once i am well established, jennifer and i will be able to go down that path and have a family of our own. It is crazy to think not 9 months ago i came out to my parents and now my family for the most part is ok and they even talk about jennifer and my own future together. It is kind of ironic almost. Anyways I will update more sooooon