My deepest fear

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.It is our Light, not our darkness that most frightens us.

Sometimes I get scared of what's ahead of me, my future. I don't know how to get un-scared or how to prepare myself for these new changes or how to deal with these new changes. It keeps me up most nights and its crosses my mind daily. How do you prepare yourself for the unknown? When the only known is that life itself is uncertain and everything in it is subject to change with out notification. A constant struggle in my minds eyes is that I am not adequate enough to be living the life I live and that I am not giving it a worthy effort and that I will fail miserable with out ever actually living. I fear that I will die without the people around me the ones I truly care about not ever knowing me; without ever meeting the real me. I fear that I will never reach my potential or reach my hidden desitiny.

I am so full of fear and pain its disgusting. Most of my struggles I have already beat once most of my pain I have already faced once why is it so hard to overcome all of these uncertainities?

I guess this is the true definition of what it means to truly grow up and to become the person you were meant to be.